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Kyle R. Groger

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I know long time no see... [15 Oct 2003|11:34pm]
what can I say... I've been busy...

D just muttered something that has me worried but she's not doing anything different than normal so I'm staying out of it. if she want's me involved she'll say so.

I've been fiddling... strumming, and ignoring that stupid crush thing... Because only one person picked me and She already told me.

actually I already knew...
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[14 Aug 2003|12:13am]
Your Name: Kyle R. G.
Your Date of Birth: 07/23/1982
Your Question or Information:


Mannaz - Cooperation, teamwork, collaboration, help and aid from others, beginning new projects, especially with others.


Berkana - Growth, abundance, fertility, Mother Earth, protection, the zenith of an idea or situation.


Raido - Safe travel, movement, obtaining justice in an issue, used to keep a situation from stagnating.

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

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Yay for not loosing power.... [25 Jun 2003|04:15pm]
booo to basement flooding...

and pooo for earthlink going all wonky forcing me and diana to talk over the phone to each other instead of typing and getting great enjoyment out of the mistaken meanings...
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I love my d..... [07 Jun 2003|11:01pm]
And I proved today that if I just plain annoy her she'll do marvelous things for me...
Like put one of the most goregeous Nicole Kidman pictures on my journal... and helping me arrange my journal so it only covers nic's ass... and... getting a lovely color scheme.and and and....

You will learn to like to die for D.... You will worship the pink suit!

Heh... my text is on nics ass....
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D what am I going to college for? [04 Jun 2003|12:30am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Last time I checked it was violin pedagogy, Not psychology.


I didn't mind the first phone call.
Or the second,

But around the tenth, I got pissed....

Shut the Fuck up d. Obviously people aren't reading or they have nothing to say miss, "Idunno" half the time.

you know d just cause you've been too lazy to get your ass to do anything other than sit there doesn't mean everyone else is the same. Some people have lives d.

I only say this cause I love you, and you scare me sometimes. you gotta get your had screwed on straight (or as straight as it ever was) and I'm not the man to do it. and I could make this purely a vent for me But I won't.

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Sooo.... [05 May 2003|12:39am]
D (kylefuetzvater) sorta spilled it already...

I'm going to France... More importantly I'm going to be in France only a short car ride away from Monaco.
And yes I will have time to be visiting my buddy currently living in Monaco.
And yes I'm well aware of what D want's to do to one of the princes. It's not too dissimilar from her current journal background

I might as well explain what d's talking about without talking about it.
I got involved with an established couple looking to "Experiment". D warned me off of them telling me that I had a hard enough time managing A boyfriend or A girlfriend but to have Both... bad Idea...
But I went for it. And I went in expecting to form the real relationship with the guy, and wound up with the girl being the real draw for me.
I've never had issues with kinky sex. I still don't. The guy took it too far a couple times. (he took spanking too far too often)
And so about a week ago I get a call from her saying he's gone crazy and christian and that she needs to choose to be with one man. she crashed her a few nights. Until he came in with a gun.
cops were called, he's currently under psych evaluation (Again... He apparently has a history of shit like this) and she's experimenting with women now. (actually I thinks she's truly happy with this, she looked radiant today when I spotted her briefly.)

So I'm alone at the moment. and I'm off to france in two days... Whoot.
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All I can say is... [23 Apr 2003|11:47pm]


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[22 Apr 2003|11:38pm]

Kyle R. Groger's
Battle Imp

Who&apos;s your battle imp?

Backstabbing: 3

Dodgin': 4

Guts: 4

Magic Mojo: 10

Smackdown: 6


Will your battle imp beat Kyle R. Groger's?
Enter your name and fight.

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NO MORE FUCKING VIVALDI.... [19 Apr 2003|12:03am]
I am so tired of the goddamned spring concerto. I love Summer and Autumn and Winter, But spring is so goddamned annoying and overplayed.... URGGGGGG....

Okay so d does bring up a good anti- bitch point about at least I'm in a situation where I get to play with an orchestra. (unlike her)

But I can still be annoyed with spring right?
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I should make something perfectly clear... [17 Apr 2003|12:41am]
[ mood | awake ]

I do have my moments...

Meaning I have moments where all I can really think about is how good patrick bateman (or legolas or aragorn or whomever has an xy chromasome in front of me) Looks.

I'd say honestly I'm probably not a true bisexual... I'm a guy who most often is drawn to girls but maybe about twenty five percent of the time- D's yelling thirtyfive by her count... No D I will not spell it "BI your count."- I really *really* like men.

But tonight we want nicole... and more of her D!

Because we Can Can Can.

More cuddling with Nic time...

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Awww.... [16 Apr 2003|10:22pm]
Lookie what d did for me...

Made me a background....

Is hosting it....

and even patiently explained to me (the oft dim bulb I am with computers.) how to get it on my journal...

It's Purty and got nicole kidman on it....
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[15 Apr 2003|02:25am]
D and I have been swapping colds....

and in not nearly so fun a way as could be done....

Having a fever in eightyfive degree heat is not good!
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So for all you're teasing You... [27 Mar 2003|12:06am]
[ mood | bored ]

She likes Nicole kidman She says.....

and She never mentioned this to me?

Mean lady.

anyway She got more david bowie... But She is on headphones and being quiet.

thank god.

at least for a while this evening She listened to Les Nubians

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Pass it on [24 Mar 2003|01:53am]
I support the troops by wanting them brought home -alive- NOW.


add your name if you so desire.
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Hello.... [03 Mar 2003|10:20pm]
I've been sick.

I've been so sick D hasn't been able to find a damn thing to tease me about.

I always knew deep down inside she could be nice.

Anyways... I've spent most of the last few weeks in bed, I get colds and they tend to linger forever, I finally started feeling better friday... but was too exhausted to do much more than whimper for d. who was very nice making me soup and cold rags.

I promised d my code as My brother is refusing to get a journal. she has a plan. look out world...
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oh dear dear dear me.... [14 Feb 2003|08:56pm]
Or rather Poor d.

I think she fully hates this date now.

Bad day that nothing. Nothing has seemed to improve.

She says she enjoyed chicago. *although doesn't like Renee's psuedo wanna be Marilyn Monroe, but loves Cathrine as Velma*

and even though when I ran into her at the mall and was able to give her a book she'd wanted (a memoir about Freddie Mercury by his personal assistant.) she looked bummed and Hungry. Dealing with the hungry was easy....

d came home late... Way later than planned. (now she had been planning for around five thirty and got here @ eight) with dinner in a bag and a grumpy tummy. (she murmurred something about too much perfume on the bus and getting off a mile from home because she was afraid of throwing up.) and since then she's not been a happy camper.
she sat and cried for fifteen minutes walking away when ever I'd try to talk to her. she tried to watch galaxy quest then tried to watch just the alan parts, and then gave up cause it wasn't doing anything for her.
she's now lounging about not watching moulin rogue...

You know d's bummed if she won't even grin at Ewan...

d's just told valenties day to fuck off for the twentieth time in an hour. poor thing.
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I definetely made a big oops.... [12 Feb 2003|10:22pm]
I should not have gotten d david bowie....

all though the dance she does to "Velvet Goldmine" is amusing and her "Oh! you pretty things" dance is awfully Bob Fosse-esque.

But I will not indulge her urge to get a bowler and a leotard... She might hurt herself.
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so I screamed before buckling and buying D David Bowie this afternoon.
Well... Not the man himself obviously but...

and why would buying d something she wants stop her from singing "Can We Still Be Friends?" one more time?
Because she won't have memorized these yet... so she won't fucking sing.
Because d also rambles on about that damned cd with alan rickman Reading the following...

I love to hear her speak, yet well I know,
That music hath a far more pleasing sound:

Could be my theme for the next week if she won't shut up.

But it's been fun snowed in with books and Movies...
Seriously The Wickerman is a freaky movie.
D's dad got hooked on Shooting Fish and Fight Club.
I love the latter cause Brad Pitt gets beat to hell... It's a refreshing change from the constant barrage of Louis in my life. (trust me Living with D even in my part time status it is a barrage... Don't mention Tom Cruise Please....)

Although I had to admit I get a little bit scared of (for?) D when she says she Identifies with Marla, during the "suicide attempt".
And then d turns around and suddenly I find myself wishing she'd leave me alone.
Although I do certainly miss her when I enforce that.

    And yet by heaven I think my love as rare,
    As any she belied with false compare.
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Things for which I owe an apology... [31 Jan 2003|12:11am]
1) Not listening to D when she said "set the hammer down."

2) Doing things to distract her from going downstairs and practicing viola...

Excellent, only two bad things today.

Am I doing better D?
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[30 Jan 2003|08:54pm]

D(kylefuetzvater) insisted I get one of these so here I am.
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